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lyrics
it's not that i'm not happy
to see you here
it's just that i didn't think you
even cared
sometimes i think that you are
also scared
and i'm sorry but it's too late now
to face that fear
you know you only want it
once it's not there
always reaching for something falling
in mid-air
you start racing only when you
find yourself behind
it's not that i didn't want you
it's just that i already tried
oh i can't see you
the same as before
but even if i tried to
i don't want to anymore
you keep telling me things
i'm gonna ignore
cuz it's too late now
what are you still waiting for
you know you only want it
once it's not there
always reaching for something falling
in mid-air
you start racing only when you
find yourself behind
it's not that i didn't want you
it's just that i already tried
i don't want to
be your favorite doll
cuz i don't know who
will catch me if i fall
i don't want to
be ahead of them all
cuz i don't know who
will be there if i call...
credits
released October 18, 2021
written and recorded by on being an angel
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